Monday, April 25, 2016

Is Saved the "Right" Language?

That pink piggy bank was where I saved all my coins. I saved for longer than I thought was possible—as an elementary aged kid. Then, one otherwise ordinary afternoon, we marched up to a giant green machine and dumped them all out: my savings. My hands were dirty but my eyes bright after pushing coin after coin into the slots. In the end, I was handed a few big, but light, crisp bills—everything I had given came to this? Was it worth it?
“YOU TOO CAN BE SAVED…” bellowed the preacher on Easter Sunday morning. This time I was older, sitting between my Jesus following parents and my Buddhist best friend at Easter Sunday service—the latter was present mostly because the Jonas brothers were performing. I prayed silently for her to understand, but she was too analytical for this: “saved? But my life is fine; I do not need some prince charming to come “save me,” let alone god.” I knew that’s what she was thinking…she just played games on her phone.
Saved by grace.
Set free from sin.
Saved and free and…now safe?
A Christian: some one saved by grace, released from the punishment of death (the side effect of sin) and eternal separation from Christ, brought into a new life, new family, and new identity. Saved: this language reflects the dramatic shift from old to new, redeemed to restored, and sinful to righteous—where people who profess belief in Jesus have entered into a new hope. Accepting the free gift of eternal life by believing that Jesus unlocks people from the confines of sin they were previously powerless against enables one to be “saved”. This word reflects the choice we have made to accept the free, undeserved gift.
The language of saving and safety selects to promote the magnitude of grace, goodness, and power of God over sin. Alternatively, it connotes our powerlessness, general weakness, and inability to untangle ourselves from the bonds of sin that so forcefully enslaves us. It reminds us the victory has been won—it is finished. Belief in Jesus allows freedom to live new lives, unhindered. The language of being “saved” by our Savior, fully acknowledges sin as the problem. Sin is the thing from which we are saved and made safe!
However, it is this intense focus on sin that can be problematic for the “good” nonbeliever who does not see their life as entrenched in inescapable sin from which they need saving.  This “saved” language also conjures up images of knights in shining armor or months worth of pocket change, effectively deflecting the messiness of life that remains after conversion while emphasizing the initial moment of rescue. Yes, we are now loosed from the bond of sin, but we have to now train ourselves (thankfully, with the Holy Spirit’s help) to consciously avoid temptation and sin—sin that does not just disappear with one’s acceptance of the gift of grace. As imperfect people, this is a difficult process filled with failure, backsliding, and the messy effects of residual sin. The new believer who has been “saved,” may feel guilt or doubt or shame as they face daily temptations and learn the daily re-commitment to Christ and process of being saved (sanctification).  The sanctification process is often neglected from the pulpits of fire and brimstone preaching. For not only did Jesus’s death pay for our sins and save us the moment we believe in him, but his death also saves us daily, molding us into his likeness, as we rely on him to guide us in conquering the sin in our lives. We are already saved, we are in the process of being saved, and, one day when Jesus returns again, we will be saved and set free from the guilt and shame, forever.
Biblically, the language of “saved” is derived from a first century Jewish context—where the politics of the time utilized “saviors” to create “concrete changes in the lives and the world [and lives] …of the first century…” people (Watts, 157). These saviors were people who created economic and political change, they brought peace and created lasting, effective transformation. They were supportive in transition, firm in implementing their changes, and faithful in redeeming people from their alternative ideologies. It is from this concept we derive the characteristic of Jesus as “Savior,” connoting the in-progress redemption of the world that will be fully saved upon his second coming.  However, the modern understanding of saved, looses the lasting impact that the first century’s term implies.
To restore meaning to the saving process, “redeemed” conveys better terminology. Redeemed reduces the fairy tail connotations of saved, while imparting the notion of being “bought back” through Jesus’s sacrifice in the process of being “made good and freed from slavery” (Oxford English Dictionary: redeem). To be redeemed by the love of God through the gift of the sacrifice of his son, Jesus Christ, indicates the power of God’s ownership of us, our continued need for him, and the process of being made more like him through sanctification. In being redeemed, we have gained more value, been cleaned up from our sin, and are in the process of being made fully new. While “redeemed” is seemingly the more appropriate terminology to draw nonbelievers to the full, lifelong truth of the power of Christ working in them, the history of the “redeemed” terminology can be traced only to about the fourteenth century (as opposed to the first century history of “saved” via the political “savior”) (OED). As such it seems that both words are employed well in understanding God’s actions of reconciling us back to him, if “saved” is understood in its original, first century context.

            Upon the second coming and return of Jesus Christ, we will be ultimately, saved. This will not be unlike the child watching her hard earned, dirty coins drain away—only to be handed clean, crisp, cash and an empty bank with which to start fresh.

Sunday, September 6, 2015

A Piece of Peace

It is the second week of my last year here at Westmont, but I have already jammed so many things into these last seventeen days that it feels as though more than a month has passed. It has been an amazing start to the year—meeting so many new people, learning a new role, and of course, starting new classes. This is about the point in the semester where I realize how many things I have committed myself to and I wonder how in the world I am going to survive.

Naturally, since this happens every year, I have a go to method of dealing with the overwhelming to-do lists, scary projects, and whatever else I decided I HAD to be involved in. What is amazing about this year, however, is that so many of my activities and new relationships have come from doors that God has opened for me. (Meaning that I didn’t necessarily seek them out) Starting this year, as the transportation director of Westmont’s Mexico service team, Potter’s Clay, was never something that I expected for my time at Westmont—however, I have already seen God working through my position. If it was not for that position, there are many people at Westmont who I would have missed the opportunity to meet. I have developed fast friendships with my team and others in student leadership, and God has clearly called all of us to our various positions, this year.

Moreover, my classes carry a more intimidating level of difficulty that comes from the culmination of knowledge in senior year. This is where I have derived most of the unsettled and anxious feelings that come with the transition into a new year. What I have found amazing is that God has used my position on Potter’s Clay to refresh me and provide me with the strength to take on the tough schoolwork and medical school application process. Through bringing me this position, he has clearly shown me that he is in control, and he is directing my path along his will. I can rest easy in the promise that, “You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you” Isaiah 26:3.

Today on the way back from a weekend trip to Mexico, our staff director asked for people to share devotional thoughts, because we had missed church. One girl, Taylor, shared a simple but incredible insight into truth. She turned to a familiar passage, Psalm 23 and read: “The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me li down in green pastures…” She stopped there, and discussed how the ancient understanding of a “green pasture” was actually fairly dry ground with just enough grass growing to support the animals for that ONE DAY. She encouraged us to remember that God promises to provide enough for today. When we are anxious or in a hurry or frustrated or jealous or ________ God is going to sustain you and fill you for that day. We can trust our shepherd.


My goal for this year is to remain present and available for deepening my relationships with the people who are currently in my life at Westmont, and it is scary to commit to that in the face of the piles of work. However, I know that I can trust God to sustain me today, and he will keep me in his perfect peace.

Saturday, December 27, 2014

2015

I can only remember actually following through with one of my past New Year’s resolutions. I think it was doable for me because it came with a pre-set, this-is-what-you-do-everyday-guide. The planner in me loved it. This year, with four days left in the year, I started thinking about the year…wanting to change the way I approach this transition from one year to the next.

This time of the year is full of competing voices. From stores and commercials we hear, constantly, how deserving we are of BEST thing and nothing can compare until we have that thing. We hear from our feelings as we receive what we desire or don’t, encounter family that we only see at this time of year, and losses are felt deeper at this time of the year. From our hearts come the desire to give and at church we hear of the baby who’s birth allows for the celebration of the holiday that ushers in the dawn of grace.

Who will we listen to?

This next year holds my last full year at Westmont. It holds many decisions, changes in living situations, huge exams, and deepening relationships. The big thing that has been on my mind this break as I sit home, post Christmas, contemplating the coming year and its emotions, is—

Who am I living for?

Over the years I have seen God take on the different roles that I have needed for the happenings of my life—from savior to parent to fighter to protector to comforter to provider, etc. He has always been the one who I could rely on, the one who held my future, who knew my every thought and desire. As I begin to feel the anxiety that plagues me in peering into next year, I bring back to my mind the fact that my Shepherd has already passed before me.

He is present with me here, he knows what I am going to face, and he will be there.

In moving into those decisions, exams, changes, and relationships, I want to make my goal for the next year to remember whom I am doing all of those things for. I want to be living for and giving my all for the glory of God. I want to place my life in His hands. He knows what the next year holds. All the joys and sorrows, successes and failings, decisions and changes—he is fully in control of it all.


I pray that as you set goals for the coming year you would remember the saving grace that we have to rely on because of the gift of a baby boy 2,000 years ago. Listen to the guidance in his will and choose to live 2015 for Him.

Thursday, December 11, 2014

If you fear change, give it to Him

As some one who longs for adventure and desires to make my life have a story worth hearing about, I sure am resistant to change. I know that I am really good at being somewhere—once the change has happened and the dust settles. However, the anticipation of changing, loosing someone (even for a short time), or moving anywhere fills me with dread. I am working on learning how to embrace and long for change, because taking that leap into the unknown is often more rewarding in the long run.
This year has been a huge year of change. Some of the important people in my life have moved or left for various programs or schooling. Also, I have chosen to travel and explore new sites. Through each decision to move and do something, it was uncomfortable, but if I had chosen not to move, I would have significantly missed out. Through each moment of change; saying goodbye to old friends and welcoming in new ones, I have dared to be thankful instead of holding on to fear. Remaining fully in the present so as to remember, and even prove, God true in his promise to be with me, always. I am reminded that the perfect love of Christ casts out all fear (1 John 4:18). 
One of my favorite authors, Ann Voskamp, writes: “All fear is but the notion that God’s love ends. Did you think that I [God] end, that I will not be enough”? God offers to us his perfect love—and promises that it will never end. I remain confident in this—in every season, through every change, you are still God, and I will see His goodness.
Lord God, remind me that all fear is but the notion that your love somehow ends. You never end; our God is always infinite and enough. Today let me walk unafraid. Your endless love ends all my fears (One Thousand Gifts). God thank you that your love, your promises, and your grace direct us in to the unknown. You drive and we hang on. Earthly fears have no bound in the face of your relentless, pursuing, disarming love. Wrap me up in that and never let me fall. Help me to grow in  my dependance on you. Thank you for saving me from myself. God of wonders, thank you for blessing me.

Embrace the change and hold fast to God as he directs you through the wild ride of life. Live in the present and head into the unknown; confident that your guide knows the way.

Sunday, June 29, 2014

The Tug of War

It has been a great two weeks here in Bolivia, and I cannot believe that I am half way through my time. God has been very present here and teaching me things about thankfulness, my selfishness, and the will of God. This trio, I have found, are intimately linked together.

In coming here, I had been working through a devotional on thankfulness in which thankfulness is portrayed as the gateway to joy through grace. The writer of this devotional challenges the reader to record 1000 things that they are thankful for-- one thousand gifts that God has given. In reading through this, I have become more conscious of the small moments that deserve thanks: the dishes because we have food, the roof over my head, parents that walk me all the way in the airport and to security, the helpless baby in the hospital that grabs my finger, etc. In looking at life from the lens of thankfulness, you are free to find true contentment, peace and joy in all situations. This simple discipline has amazed me and brought me through the long, thirty six hour journey to get here, my sickness this past week, and enabled me to approach each day with awe of God's power. We have been able to run four free clinics with the help of locals, hang out with and take care of the many orphans, and fellowship with the other Americans that God has guided here. In and through all of these moments, I have seem blessings, grace, and found unexplainable joy.

The tug of war comes into play, however, with selfishness. This is something that God has reveled to me within the past few days, the way in which my attitudes and desire to further myself can distract and distance me from the embrace of the arms of grace. It was interesting because the realization came when I was sick. While selfishness is obviously a result of the fall, I have come to notice the way in which it pulls us away from thankfulness and, ultimately, directs us away from the will of God. One of the main questions I approached this trip with was about my future and wondering God's direction. In recognizing the way that my selfishness misdirects me, blinds me to the blessings of the moment, and causes me to hurt rather than love those around me, I have been more free to choose to change that attitude, look for thankfulness and rest in the will of God.

Therefore, the will of God is hidden in selfishness but revealed in thankfulness. Through counting the blessings of God and resting in that which he has already provided, the direction of his will seems to come clear. I know the tug of war will not be easily disentangled from, but the awareness of its influence in my life will enable me, through the grace, to better follow and understand the perfect will of Christ.

  am grateful that I still have two more weeks in this place. God is so good.

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

Restored, Redeemed, Established, and Strengthened


One year ago today my Aunt was freed from the cancer that had entrapped and burdened her for the past two years. She received her new and healthy body and was reunited with the God who had her name written on his hand, because she believed in and relied on Him. She is now fully restored and redeemed.
There is incredible hope that can come from the realization that she is not here; she is in Paradise! God makes it known numerous times in the Bible that there is a life after this one. His intention from the beginning was to make creation “good”… but not yet perfect. This good creation was susceptible to fail, and fail it did, big time. Now we have cancer, and pain, and of course, death. But death was never intended to be the ultimate end for us!! Because God loved US… his fickle, corruptible, creation, he sent Jesus—who was fully God and fully human—to go before us into death and establish a new covenant. Through the hope of Christ we are redeemed, restored, established and strengthened in righteousness. The ultimate hope comes when we die—then we will be WITH our maker for the rest of time!
Death can be the most complicated thing in life, or the most simple. It is the inevitable end, but can also come at any moment. Whether we are prepared or comes suddenly, the loss is felt the same. We try to deal with death and it perplexes us and can scare us. We write songs to “live like you were dying” but we cannot possibly live as if tomorrow was our last day because WE ARE ALIVE. We have commitments to attend to and opportunities to use our lives for amazing things.
            I believe that our time here on earth has a purpose. I believe that each moment we have in our lives can be used to impact the greater world as a whole. The Apostle Paul longed for death because he would be WITH Jesus forever! But Paul also realized that he was blessed with his time here on earth, and he lived with the purpose of telling as many people as possible about the love that Jesus has for them despite everything in their lives. Paul could do this so well because he had been the worst of the worst—in his early life, he had murdered, he had authorized persecutions, and he had an intense hatred for Jesus Christ. It was not until Paul had lost something that was vital to him that he was able to more fully see and understand the love and grace that Jesus had for him.
Anyone is capable of a change. Jesus loves everyone despite all of the mess that can come in life. We all have our messes, and big or small, they look the same in the eyes of Christ. Our time here is very short. Any day could be the end of anyone of us. Make today and all the moments to come meaningful. Love the people close to you, enjoy these moments, and seek fully after God. 

Friday, December 27, 2013

Myanmar Itinerary and Prayer Requests

CHCC Myanmar Young Adult Missions Trip – Dec. 29, 2013 to Jan. 11, 2014

“Bringing Christmas to the Village”

Pray each of the CHCC team:
David Ohnemus, William Banks, Max Beattie, Randy Howard
Candace Tupper, Jessy Baugh, Britt Fluth, Katie Sessler, Sage Kouyoumdjian, Jayson Daum
Jason Bollback, Ryan Fuller, Ari Baugh, Alyssa Snow, Lauren Lamparter

Sunday, Dec. 29th, Depart for Yangon from LAX at 11:25 p.m. on China Airlines #CI-0007, connecting in Taipei with China Airlines #CI-7915 arriving in Yangon on Tuesday, Dec. 31st  @ 9:50 a.m.
Prayer Requests:
  • Major Travel Mercies - Everyone on-time with Passport!, Planes safe and on-time, everyone gets some sleep on the 14 hour flight to Taipei, no one picks up any health related issues on the plane.
  • Access to Myanmar – Immigration and Customs clearance for us and our supplies (including our 25 audio bibles) goes smoothly
Tues, Dec 31 - New Year’s Eve in Yangon, meet local partners, visit tourist areas, dinner.
Prayer Requests:
  • Everyone acclimates quickly to the weather and food.
  • A healthy and safe stay in Yangon.
  • Team gets to know our local partners and ‘guides’ and integrates them into our team.
Wed, Jan 1  – Fly to Lashio, Myanmar, check in with local partners and finalize detail plans (currently on YJ-751 departing @ 11 a.m. arriving at 13:55 p.m.)
Prayer Requests:
  • Travel mercies – safety, luggage and supplies transferred cleanly, plane on-time, transfer to hotel.
  • Organizational meeting with our local partners and Wa Bible School Superintendent goes well.
  • Good sleep and continued health of team before we begin work the next morning.
  • Team members are responsive to opportunities, divine appointments along the way.
Thur, Jan 2  – Travel to local Wa Villages with Wa Bible School Students (Local Young Adults).  We will be in two groups, to bring “Christmas to the Village”.
Prayer Requests:
  • Acceptance in the village by the local leadership, village chief.
  • Our crafts, games, stories of Christmas are understood, exciting, and lead to a deeper understanding of why Christmas is so special.
  • Our CHCC team and the Wa Bible School Students bond quickly, learn from each other on how to “Bring Christmas” to these rural villages.
  • Health of our Team as they adapt to the local food.
Fri, Jan 3 - Travel to local Wa Villages with Wa Bible School Students (Local Young Adults). 
Prayer Requests:
  • 2nd day of working in the villages might go better from the 1st day’s learnings.
  • Team members get over jet lag (3 night sleeping in Myanmar).
  • Special relationships form between the CHCC Team and with members of the Wa Bible School Team.
  • No injuries or health issues appear.
  • Other villages hear about our teams and request us to come.
  • Our presence might give the Wa Bible School Students the boldness and the opportunity to lead individuals to Christ.
Sat, Jan 4 – Spend most of the day at the Wa Orphanage in Lashio working with the children.
Prayer Requests:
  • A truly special day as we work at the Orphanage on special projects.
  • The children truly feel special and blessed because they are in the family of God.
  • CHCC Team members begin to see how their presence has allowed God to work in them and others.
  • Always pray for the health of the team…..
Sun., Jan 5 – Worship in Lashio, we will have a ‘singing’ opportunity, a praying opportunity, and possibly a preaching opportunity.
Prayer Requests:
  • Worshipping in a different language brings the CHCC team closer to the God of the universe.
  • Our presence encourages the Young Adults at the Wa Church.
  • Our songs, prayers, and words inspire the local congregation to GO.
Mon, Jan 6 – Travel to Hsipaw by van (1 ½ hour drive), check in, explore the city.  Meet up with David Ramer…… Booked at Lily’s Guest House No. 108, Aung Tha Phay Road, Hsipaw, +958280077). 
Prayer Requests:
  • Transportation to Hsipaw via vans works smoothly and safely.
  • Lodging in Hsipaw works as planned and we find good places to eat.
  • David Ramer and his guide arrive on schedule.
  • We find a great opportunity to share Christ in Hsipaw.
Tues, Jan 7 – Store gear at Mr. Charles Guest House and then Trek to Palaung villages (4 hour walk) and spend the night.
Prayer Requests:
  • Health and stamina and good weather as we ‘trek’ to remote Palaung villages.
  • Good guest houses in the villages to stay.
  • Acceptance by the Village Chief and binding of the evil spirits that wish to keep us out of these pagan villages.
  • That our music, art, sports, stories, and ‘joy’ might be attractive and open the doors to opportunities to share Christmas in a non-Christian village.
Wed, Jan 8 – Continue trekking …. Overnight in Village
Prayer Requests:
  • The CHCC Team handles the difficulty of sleeping in a rural village without amenities.
  • Health, clean food, bottled water, and rest.
  • Special relationships grow quickly among us and the villagers.
  • The CHCC Team learns even more about themselves in this remote location.
Thur, Jan 9 – Trek back to Hsipaw and spend the night at Mr. Charles Guest House, 105 Auba St., Myo le Quarter, Northern Shan State, Hsipaw, Myanmar, +958280105
Prayer Requests:
  • The team conversations are bubbling over with how each saw God show up during our time in the villages.
  • Safety and good weather for the trek back to Hsipaw.
  • Good rest before beginning the trip home.
Fri, Jan 10 – Drive to Lashio and fly back to Yangon; on YJ-752 departing at 16:50 arriving at 19:00.
Prayer Requests:
  • Critical Travel Mercy for our vans to Lashio and the plane back to Yangon to be on-time.
China Airlines #CI-7916 to Taipei, connecting with China Airlines #CI-0006 arriving at LAX on January 11th at 12:40 p.m. 
Prayer Requests:
  • Travel mercies for the long trip home and specifically that we make the tight connection in Taipei.
  • Continued health of the team so they can get back into school/work quickly.
  • The experiences of this trip might continue to work in the hearts of all the team and those that get to tell their stories to back home.

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